My blood boils and freezes today. I am hot, then cold. My stomach churns, twirls, and loop-d-loops. Dizziness spreads from deep within my brain to my legs so the motion moves from my stomach to my head to my feet. My back muscles are sore from... nothing. My eyes are heavy with sleep and my thoughts are fuzzy. I feel as if I'm getting sick and I don't like it.
I used a computer program to see which author my writings are like, one entry came up with a young adult author, but a second sampling came up with Kurt Vonnegut. What a lovely compliment. I adore Vonnegut's irreverent and sassy writings. This second sampling made me want to return to the blogger I was of yore. So, this is my I for Idea. I am going to try. That's it. Just try.
I am listening to an awful book on CD in the car but it is making want to shoot archery again. I haven't done this since junior high gym class. I've never figured out why they give bows and arrows to teenagers. But they did and it was fun. The Boy looked into some archery lessons for me, but at the time our finances didn't allow for such extravagances. They still don't really, but I'm turning 30 soon and I feel like I need to get of my Things to Do in Life done.
I can't believe I'll be 30 in a few weeks. It seemed like a birthday that was so far away and yet here it is. 30 seems like I should have had some much done in life, but I have no real idea as what all those cool things are.
But here are my ideas for being 30
1. Read More
2. Do Archery
3. Be more adventurous in what I eat
4. Let loose when I am not at work
5. Pet my puppies more
6. Visit my parents more often
7. Take more bubble baths
8. Learn to sew
9. Go to the spa
10. Eat slower
11. Stop furrowing my brow
12. Take more pictures
13. Write more of anything
14. Try not to be annoyed when people at my office cough up a lung every two seconds
15. Take better care of my skin
16. Drink more wine
17. Continue baking
18. Walk the puppies more
19. Text my brother more
20. Work on having better posture
21. Floss more frequently
22. Stop clenching my jaw while I'm awake
23. Laugh more
24. Curse more
25. Watch more indepedent films
26. Watch more artsy films
27. Enjoy music more
28. Care
29. Love
30. Hope
