Some days I am just tired and weird, little things annoy me.

Here is a list of what has been bugging me lately.

1. Celebrities and how much they date/sleep around. It's just gross not to mention I frankly don't care who Reese Witherspoon is eating dinner with at the last hotspot.

2. People who cannot accept their bodies as they are and don't understand acceptance when they hear it. I am fat. This is not mean. I am. I weight 265 pounds and am 5'8". That makes me fat and it's okay. It's the way I am, it's about the way I've been since the second half of seventh grade. I do not plan on being smaller, toned, taut. That's okay.

3. I can't make The Boy do anything he doesn't want to... I am not his keeper, I am not his mother. So, stop trying to see if I can talk him into something.

4. I am tired of being poor. It's irritating and I don't understand how other people in similar situations do not struggle as we do. Maybe I'll blame it on the celebrities.

5. My car is messy... it's like a digusting dive bar you hate going to but once you're in there, it's not too bad.

6. I don't like not being in the loop. I want to know what's going on, want to help if there's something for The Boy, wants to be a part of it in some way instead of being shut out.

7. I cannot stand some attitudes I've recently noticed... this is new a notion to me, but it's just standing out more.

8. This list... so I shall end it.

So, life is moving along. Eric is doing okay and is continuing his treatment for leukemia. He was told he is in Remission last Tuesday, but still requires more treatment. He will have two more rounds of IV chemo and a few more weeks of oral chemo. But the Remission news was excellent. We celebrated with lunch and with the doctor's permission, Eric had two beers.