I wrote an entry last night and it didn't post for some reason. I am most upset. I don't know where it went but I cannot find it. Alas, I cannot recall all I wrote.
I have two job interviews in The Boy's town on Thursday. One of them would be a substantial increase in pay so I would move there for that one. But the other one is for about what I am making now, if not less. So, I would probably not take that one, but it's nice to get my name out there in case I apply at the same company later. We'll see.
I hate January. I think it's the worst month. It's depressing to me. The sun shines falsely. It's bright, clear skied, and cold. It should be warm like spring sunshine that fills you with hope, that makes your whole body feel radiant. Also, because of the new year, I tend to wonder about the progress I've made in life and it depresses me that I feel I've never come very far. Sigh.
I don't know what I'm doing with my life and I always question if I am doing the right thing, but in the end do we know? We can only go with one option most of the time and making decisions is hard for me.
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Sometimes when my sister posts on her blog, it posts in her archives for some reason, so maybe check there. Yesterday statistically was the most depressing day of the year. There are many variables and I can't remember them all, but that means things can only look up from there:).
you don't know how lucky you are, do ya?
You're young and unencumbered
with a good sense of right & wrong,
a kind heart and a generous spirit.
Ya got Smarts!
G of A you are just startin' out. And you do Got All That to back you up.
GO forth, young woman & kick some ass!
Don't be so hard on yourself! You're a great person..or atleast I have always thought so! February is coming soon... something to smile about!
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